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6/6/04
    I finally finished my APUSH final. It's a huge ass assignment on interviewing a war vet. I chose my pa, he's a vietnam vet, and was happy to help me. I really hate windows xp, and hope it gets recalled or something. tomato soup and grilled cheese kick sooo much ass.
5/27/04
    I miss joe, he left today. ya don't realize how much you rely on your friends, until go to some damn out door school... damn little kids.
5/23/04
    Yeah, today really sucked. It was fun and all, but then stuff happend that i didn't really wanna deal with, so i headed home. maybe part of my own doing...turning into a live journal eh?
5/21/04
    Yesterday i paid my speeding ticket. 106 dollars. Damn. And ontop of it all, my car is acting retarted. I really hope it doesn't break down before this weekend, i intend to use it to transport people/goods :) NOTE added some of Krista's poetry to The Cool Stuff
5/19/04
   After searching desperatly for a FREE host that i could easily upload via ftp straight from coolpage, i came to the conclusion, that would just be WAY to easy now wouldn't it! so ya, i'm having to export everything in html format, and then uploading it all individually to tripods server. I'm really frustrated with this whole ordeal, it didn't use to be this difficult.

"breathe, breathe in the air
don't be afraid to care
leave, but don't leave me
look around, choose your own grounds

long you live, and high you fly
smiles you give, and tears you cry
all you touch, and all you see
is all yoru life will ever be

run, rabbit run
dig that hole, forget the sun
when atlast, the work is done
don't sit down, it's time to dig another one

long you live, and high you fly
but only if you ride the tide
balanced on the biggest wave
race toward an early grave"
- pink floyd

"hey you, out there in the cold
getting lonely getting old
can you feel me?

hey you, standing in the isle
with itching feet and fading smile
can you feel me?

hey you, don't help them to bury the love
don't give in, with out a fight

hey you, out there on your own
sititng naked by the phone
would you touch me?

hey you, with your ear against the wall
waiting for someone to call
would you touch me?

hey you, would you help me to carry the stones
open your heart, i'm comming home

but it was only fantasy
the wall was too high, as you can see
no matter how he tried, he could not break free
and the worms ate into his brain

hey you, out there on the road,
always doing what your told
can you help me?

hey you, out there beyond the wall
breaking bottles in the wall
can you help me?

hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all
together we stand, divided we fall"
- pink floyd

" so...so you think you can tell
heaven from hell, blue skies from pain
can ya tell a green feild from a cold steel rail
a smile from a veil
do ya think you could tell
did they get ya to trade, your heros for ghosts
hot ashes for trees, hot air for a cool breeze
cold comfort for change,
did you exchange
a walk-on part in the war, for lead role in a cage

how i wish, how i wish you where here
we're just two lost souls swimmin in a fish bowl
year after year
runnin over the same old ground
have we found, the same old fears
wish you where here"
-pink floyd

"yesterday was a million years ago,
in all my past lives I played an asshole.
now I found you, it's almost too late,
and this earth seems obliviating.

we are trembling in our crutches,
high and dead our skin is glass.
i'm so empty here without you,
i crack and xerox hands.

i know its the last day on earth,
we'll be together while the planet dies.
i know it's the last day on earth,
we'll never say goodbye.

wnd the dogs slaughter each other softly,
love burns its casualties.
we are damaged provider modules,
spill the seeds at our children's feet.
i'm so empty here without you,
i know they want me dead.

and I know its the last day on earth,
we'll be together while the planet dies.
and I know it's the last day on earth,
we'll never say goodbye.

and I know its the last day on earth,
we'll be together while the planet dies.
and I know it's the last day on earth,
we'll never say goodbye.

and I know its the last day on earth,
we'll be together while the planet dies.
and I know it's the last day on earth,
we'll never say goodbye.
we�ll never say goodbye�"
- marilyn manson

"lashing out the action, returning the reaction
weak are ripped and torn away
hypnotizing power, crushing all that cower
battery is here to stay

smashing through the boundaries
lunacy has found me
cannot stop the battery
pounding out aggression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the battery
cannot kill the family
battery is found in me

crushing all deceivers, mashing non-believers
never ending potency
hungry violence seeker, feeding off the weaker
breeding on insanity

smashing through the boundaries
lunacy has found me
cannot stop the Battery
pounding out aggression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the battery
cannot kill the family
battery is found in me

circle of destruction, hammer comes crushing
powerhouse of energy
qhipping up a fury, dominating flurry
we create the battery

smashing through the boundaries
lunacy has found me
cannot stop the battery
pounding out aggression
turns into obsession
cannot kill the battery
cannot kill the family
battery is found in me"
- metallica

"nobody, feels any pain
tonight as i stand inside the rain
everybody knows, that babies got new clothes
but lately i see her ribbons and her bows
have fallen from her curls

she takes just like a women yeah she does
she makes love just like a women, yeah she does
and she aches just like a women
but she breaks just like a little girl

we married, she's my friend
yes, i believe i'll go see her again
nobody has to guess, that baby can't be blessed
till she finally sees that she's like all the rest
like the fog, her enphetamin, her pearls

she takes just like a women, yes
she makes love just like a women, yeah she does
and she aches just like a women
but she breaks like a little girl

and it was rain, from the first
and i was dying of thirst
so i came in here
and your long time curse hurts
but whats worse, is this pain in here, i can't stay in here

but i just can't fit
yes i blelieve it's time for us to quit
when we meet again, introduced as friends
please don't let on that ya knew me when
i was hungry, and it was your world

you think just like a women, yeah you do
you make love just like a women, yes you do
and you ache, just like a women
but you break just like a little girl"
- bob dylan

"overhead the albatross hangs motionless upon the air
and deep beneath the rolling waves in labyrinths of coral caves
the echo of a distant tide
comes willowing across the sand
and everything is green and submarine
and no one showed us to the land
and no one knows the wheres or whys
but something stares and
something tries
and starts to climb towards the light

strangers passing in the street
by chance two separate glances meet
and i am you and what i see is me
and do i take you by the hand
and lead you through the land
and help me understand the best i can
and no one calls us to the land
and no one crosses there alive
and no one speaks
and no one tries
and no one flies around the sun

and now this is the day you fall
upon my waking eyes
inviting and inciting me to rise
and through the window in the wall
comes streamin in on sunlight wings
a million bright ambassadors of morning
and no one sings me lullabies
and no one makes me close my eyes
so i throw the windows wide"
- pink floyd

"come up to meet you,
tell you i'm sorry,
you don't know how lovely you are.

i had to find you,
tell you I need you,
tell you I set you apart.

tell me your secrets,
and ask me your questions,
oh, let's go back to the start.

runnin' in circles,
comin' up tails,
heads are a science apart.

nobody said it was easy,
it's such a shame for us to part.
nobody said it was easy,
no one ever said it would be this hard.
oh, take me back to the start.

i was just guessing,
at numbers and figures,
pulling your puzzles apart.

questions of science,
science and progress,
do not speak as loud as my heart.

tell me you love me,
come back and hold me,
oh, when i rush to the start.

runnin' in circles,
chasin' tails,
comin' back as we are.

nobody said it was easy,
oh, it's such a shame for us to part.
nobody said it was easy,
no one ever said it would be so hard.
i'm goin' back to the start."
- coldplay

"you gotta be crazy, you gotta have a real need
you gotta sleep on your toes, and when you�re on the street
you gotta be able to pick out the easy meat with your eyes closed
and then moving in silently, down wind and out of sight
you gotta strike when the moment is right without thinking.

and after a while, you can work on points for style
like the club tie, and the firm handshake
a certain look in the eye, and an easy smile
you have to be trusted by the people that you lie to
so that when they turn their backs on you
you�ll get the chance to put the knife in.

you gotta keep one eye looking over your shoulder
you know it�s going to get harder, and harder, and harder as you get older
and in the end you�ll pack, fly down south
hide your head in the sand
just another sad old man
all alone and dying of cancer.

and when you loose control, you�ll reap the harvest that you�ve sown
and as the fear grows, the bad blood slows and turns to stone
and it�s too late to loose the weight you used to need to throw around
so have a good drown, as you go down alone
dragged down by the stone.

i gotta admit that i�m a little bit confused
sometimes it seems to me as if I�m just being used
gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake of this creeping malaise
if i don�t stand my own ground, how can i find my way out of this maze?

deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
that everyone�s expendable and no-one had a real friend
ad it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
ad you believe at heart, everyone�s a killer.

wo was born in a house full of pain
whwas trained not to spit in the fan
who was told what to do by the man
who was broken by trained personnel
who was fitted with collar and chain
who was given a seat in the stand
who was breaking away from the pack
who was only a stranger at home
who was ground down in the end
who was found dead on the phone
who was dragged down by the stone."
- pink floyd